to get off my lazy bum and start job hunting.. Before the laptop becomes a part of me.. I need to get moving..
So I finally took the first step today – opened my CV, to update it 🙂 I just realised that it has been so long since I saw a CV – 2 years does feel like a long time.. And all my apprehension came flooding back.. Will I even get an interview, leave alone a job? With job market, flooded with people? Do I even remember anything at all from my working days? And the biggest question of them all – Do I really want to go back to it all?
I have been struggling with this question.. Do I want to go back to at all? I do , I really do, its just that the thought of those crazy days still worry me.. I guess, I could take up a less demanding job.. But then wouldn’t that be a demotion? The questions in my mind go on and on and on.. Anyways, I have decided to give it a shot. I might not even get a job in the first place – and then all these worries would have been baseless. Then again, I might get a better job that I had before..
Daughter starts school in September and I definitely need to get back to work before I lose all motivation for it.. And I am hoping that both of us will get to start the next phase of our lives together 🙂 One thing is for sure, if I do get a job – I will certainly not be able to blog as much :(, unless of course, I get Dhiren’s job 😉 Please do wish me luck!